Welcome to Notes To Self.
This is a collection of personal notes from my “more conscious self” – my Higher Self – to my “mundane self” – my ego. Both are part of us, and it’s up to us to listen to our Higher Selves or keep navigating the world through the lenses of our egos.
I started with the very first Note To Self during a time where I felt lost and uninspired to the point of deleting everything on this blog in December 2017. The inspired version of me that felt aligned with Life wasn’t there anymore. I couldn’t resonate with the version of me that created the previous content on the blog.
During that period, I felt like a hypocrite because there I was, telling people what to do with their lives while I realized that I didn’t even know what I was doing with mine. I wanted to be a teacher but I wasn’t ready. The writings were well-intended and were coming out of a place of love. Underneath that, however, there was also an unconscious belief that I knew better; I thought I had it all figured. But dears, who has it all figured out? I know that now.
So, at a certain point, I got to a point where I just wanted to be more authentic, and come from this place of authenticity. No more pretending to myself or the world that I have it all figured out, because obviously I didn’t. I did not want to “teach” anyone anything anymore as I realized that there is nothing to teach, because we are each living our own lives. There is no best way of living this life. And so, I felt like sharing my life, my knowledge, wisdom, and experiences without the need to teach anyone anything.
And that is how the Notes To Self came to exist: trying to find inspiration for myself, wanting to create content, and without the need to tell people how to live, but rather, share what I learn.
These Notes are intended to remind me and advise me (me referring to the ego Juneal; the created identity living in human form) of that which I may forget while handling my day-to-day activities.
It is also my intention to help and inspire wherever I can. In the process of constantly inventing myself, renewing my paradigms, and understanding more, I hope to serve as a source of inspiration to you. Hence this blog. May these Notes To Self – and other posts – remind you that all the answers are within. Know that there is wisdom within each of us. Just tune into your Higher Self to hear what your bigger-, more mature- Self has to say.
And please, do remember… The life you are living is YOURS – and no one can live it better than you do. The life I am living is MINE – and no one can live it better than I do. So, take what you feel can help you and leave the rest.
With Love, Jun.
For the complete list of Notes To Self, click HERE.